Monday, February 6, 2012

What happened to the Weekend?

I mean seriously what the trickin' truck. I feel so overwhelmed literally like I am drowning in this work. My to do list is literally growing and growing. I seem to finish one thing and then 20 things seem to just pop up. I can't seem to get ahead not with everyone needing me to be there for them and not with what I need to do. Right now I feel as though I am being pushed back and forth by the ocean waves without my say. Tomorrow I won't be happy I keep pushing things till tomorrow I will have allot to do. I just can't do it all. The thing that hurts the most is that I know he needs me and I can't be there for him the way he is there for me, the way I need to be there for him, the way I want to be there. He is perfectly understanding in this though and knows that I am not choosing this at least consciously. He is patient with me. This makes me fall deeper in love. He is kind and patient. He knows my weaknesses and my strength and still finds a way to accept me. Just another day and another way he finds to amaze me.

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